Dear Imaginary Comrad

Only few see,
See
when I try to boil down your pain
It comes back rougher
bruising into me like stains
less steel
Still you lessen your light
demure mature

I want to charge you
Give you the strength you need
seed
to plant your potential
It still tickles me the way
your lashes lace rapidly over your eyes
when you're mad sad
a tad dramatic
at times
but times
make you
dumb out that hard crimson sea with everyone else
But cascade that pink pale effervescent
Succulence
on me, he and domestics

I shed thoughts of my koodhi
to magnify the intricacy of your circumstances and
attempt to help you

Days that come and depart
when I don't dine
it's fine
because
I’m ballooned
with Olivia's
custom made lexis

B-E-E

I can't
I'm afraid
Why
W-H-Y
W-H-Y
Because
You're not sure
Your stutter utters
Liberate my tears
and detain
My fantasies
Ineffective without your
Voice
You spell out
My determination
D-E-T-E-R-M-I-N-A-T-I-O-N
Determination
with your words
I'm part of your space
So You don't need it
Quote
It's not me it's you
End quote
Is not valid
for the reason that
my desire to
have you
Surpasses your flaws
Anyway
A-N-Y-D-A-Y
anyway
I won't
Have miss (you) givings
Putting myself out there
While I let you in here is not
The cargo that should be loaded
On to this
Relation SHIP
Taking disadvantage
Filling my void with you
Your John
13:34-35
In this world of lost dreams and successes
we'll find each other
and rock back and forth
Back and Forth
(This is the L-I-Y-A-H)
in sweaty embraces

Purple please you Mustard must understand

A good man while lacking
Eminence and ambition
Has instilled
In him
The love of a monarch
Seeing through his
Poppy Embrace
Feeling through his Cucumber words
I’m willing
El drives my emotions to the
Raspberry mellow moon of midnight
Disillusioning my fears, my numbs
With su presencia
His girth constructed for my…nice
His stride perfected for my black beauty
Rough anxiety laces the anatomy
When peaches burst
Exploring the center brings justice to my cruelty
And grapefruit sweet sweat shimmer bleeds and escapes me
The breach of the thoughts
Coincides with
The departure of all antipathy
And then there’s stagnancy
I’m subdued by the drug of love .